Looking 4 Happiness

     Last night one of my friend drunk, she drink a lot .....she seems not happy and have a lot problem .One of my friend said maybe she not happy , she have a lot problem ,and  one of the main problem is  Love , Maybe she love the man and the man don't love she  or maybe the man she love is  not bachelor .

      She tell me , can girl find happiness in such place ?? i just silent and smile . I have no answer for this question .She said most of the man is not good and they are playboy and  cheater .

       I'm thinking , she knew that this man have family , maybe this man not serious with her , but she trust this man , she thought this man is serious , but ........wtf.....girl you'r stupid , why you take it seriously . You should know their real character .Don't let the alcohol make you drunk  and don't let your life drunk with the  alcohol.

      You cant find happiness in this place , is very hard for you to find happiness , such a dream , cant become true , once you wake up , you forget everything or maybe remember half , but is not true  and not real .

Free Me

    This fellow  still disturb me , i really scared and felt wanna mad . He said want give me big problem ......he want i live in poor and live in such a cheap life like him ....oh no ....please ...i really scared , and tired with such life . please free me from your  paria life .....i don't want to live such your life .... i don;t want to be a servant , be a cheap person , be a dull and poor like you .....

nononono ,.....this is what i want to said .....bye .......

i want change my life .

Right or Wrong

  I don't know  ,
 Am i doing the right thing or wrong?
 But i just can tell myself ,
 I will regret , if i not do it now
Right or wrong is your perception,
As long you get what you want,
Achieve you dream.
I'm going to achieve my dream ,
I'm ready for the test .

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The warmth of an angel's light

The warmth of an angel's light can comfort and illuminate the whole world.

"I am the Angel of the Sun

Whose flaming wheels began to run

When God 's almighty breath

Said to the darkness and the Night,

Let there be light! and there was light."

                                                                                                                     Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

No experience , Don't talk

My photo

   Yesterday i have to replaced my friend work .....OMG ....i'm really tired   , plus having  period and not  eat less ..... ...i really tired .... now i 'm taking duromine ....a medicine that control our appetite ....we will not felt hungry after took the medicine ....i have took for a week  and some of my friend my face sharp a bit dy ... ...My target is 55kg before june .  Yes ...i believe i can do it ....


        yeah back to my topic ...... yesterday i help my friend ...well ...i thought hgis job is easy and fun ....but totally wrong ...his job not easy ... a bit stress because some of the drunk or sing maniac customer always force me let them sing .... ...but ......haiz....some of them get angry and show their angry face .....fxxck ....pls don't too selfish ...people not only want to heard your voice ....i'm really bored when heard the fellowe voice ....

      My friend came to me , and askede me ....fun or not?? easy job??? .....he laugh at me ...... he said " now you  knew how hard and stress  " .....yeah ....i knew  dy .......:( ..... really stress  lol ...felt want sad ....thinking how unlucky am i ....but i'm lucky compared to other girl  ..who is unlucky than me .....Thanks GOD you give me food , place to stay , money ,  and etc . Really thanks . I should work hard ......and study hard  to make my life better in future .

     My advise is don't compliance or talk too much if you never do  or don't know how  hard the job. Please don't too selfish ...tollerant ....

Snatch thief

    I just read This article , about the snatch thief victim , i really get  angry after read the article . I felt like want shot and use the big wood heat this fellow . They are  one of shit in our society .Why they still alive ?? why not they live in hell .

       The snatch thief destroy the girl life . She is not the only one victim , there are still many victim outside there who become disable , died , trauma and coma .Really sad to heard it , but is really happens .

     This fellow very lazy to work , they only snatch and robbed people money . People work very hard but they easily robbed and snatched  other people hard earn money . wtf.....why this still happens .

         My friend and me  also experiences snatched by the motorist when we tried to open our gate , suddenly the motor came and one of the monkey came near us and snatching our bag but i quickly throw my bag to next house and run quickly  because i scared the monkey will hurt me . My still arguing with the monkey . i scared  and worried . then our neighbour ask what happens? ...the monkey only success snatched my friend bag . Her hand and leg hurt   ...and i also hurt a bit in my leg coz i fall down when i run because of my high heels .....after that i seldom wear high heels .

           Some of the snatch thief also snatching the student who wearing uniform , old folk , pregnant and etc .....they r really rubbish bully weak person . May you get your punishment .

          The Government should do something ....please this is not new issues or case. can you imagine if this happens to your family member??  what you felt ? what you do ? cure is better than preventation .
I think  now is time for us to change the law or punishment . maybe we should use the tradition law .cut the thief  and robbers hand . must cut both of their hand so they can't do anything to hurt or hurm the society .

       We want peace  and harmony life. No crime  ? can we ? Yes can ....But we need government support and the society  . Said no to crime .

Photo from teresa kok

I really touch when see this photo , she is very caring and helpful .

Love vs Religion

           Love is sweet ,
           Love is blind,
           Love is power,
           Love is king,
           Love is everything.

             Yesterday i watched one indonesian drama " Lagenda Chap Goh Mei di pulau kemarau , palembang"  .  This story is about two young couple  who are from different culture and religion . Although their status  is same , but their culture , race , and religion is different . Both of them love and like each other , but their parents strongly disagreed with their relationship . Because the difference of their culture and religion.

            In Malaysia ,if you get married with muslim girl or man , you must convert to muslim  . If not you can't get marry with he/she. But in another  such australia, us , singapore  and etc non muslim country you no need convert to muslim .

        Actually , we're same , we're human  who have eyes , nose, hand , leg , feeling and etc . But the thing make us different and separated is our own religion and race. There are gap between us who  are race and religion with us .

        we can't change or convert our race , once you are born as chinese , malay , indian or etc . You will died with this id . Religion is  what we believe and religion guide us in our daily life.

        Why not we view this difference from positive and beautiful way. can you imagine how your baby will looked a like if your baby is mix?? they will be cute if they are mix.The difference make beautiful .

     welll ..... the main problem is when you going to educate or teach your kids.  ....is very hard , and sometimes maybe both of them have different opinion  and etc . but i think conflict is always happens to every couple . As long both of them can tollerent and handle it wisely.

     Don't make the difference as a  gap and stop us from doing what we like .

                                                  Maya with her hubby (photo from)

World shortest man died

                                                       Photo from My photo

       He was born on  13 , also died on 13  but the different is month and year . (july 13 ,1988 - march 13 ,2010) 21 years old .According to  Guinness World  Records , He ping ping is the holder of world shortest man .He measured 73cm ( 2 ft 5 in).

   The cause of his death is because of  heart complications.He was admitted to a hospital in rome , italy on march 13 , 2010 . after complaining chest pain. He was a chain smoker.

Beware with Indian robbers in Taman Desa

    WTF with this indian man , go to hell ........ci bai ........ monkey .......My friend's dad pub was robbed by 7 indian monkey , All of this monkey wear mask  and cover their  ugly faces .  They used  the long parang and pistol (but not sure real or fake  pistol) as a weapons. They go inside the pub and asked the customer and staff to give their money and valueable things .The customers and staff cant do anything because the monkey have parang  and pistol ....so  give them lol . .....Lucky i  not there , if i was there , sure will fainted  ....

Parang

Photo from

      Fxxck this monkey , better this monkey go to hell . They same like the thief  and peragut rumput (rempit)  is a society rubbish . Lazy man ......  wtf  they still  alive ? this monkey nvr contribute anything for society , They just give the society trouble and bully the society .

    I really don't know what happen to them , whay they want to do so ? why not they work ? hey monkey do you think  is good to robbed people hard earn money ?? Later God Cant see you la , you now balck already + ths sins you did .....oh  nono no no ..... GOD cant see you dy .....oh .............so you and your gang go to hell .

     I wonder why this monkey dare to do so ? they not scared ....maybe they took drug lol ......mmm ...maybe this monkey thoght Malaysia law and police ....is paria like them .....so they not worried or scared .....

     Police show your power and be society hero  shot this monkey .........if they parents us why whyw and argue ....fxxx k them ..... this is your son fault ok ...... they is animals but they borrow  man body .....

     Is it Malaysia law is  paria ??? why they not scared???they not scared for jail ??? ic...... better cut their hand and put them in jail ..... i think Malaysia should x 100% change  the law and punishment ..... cut and jai this monkey ......This is their fault ..... Please make Malaysia safe and free from crime .




    

Contohi PM mesra rakyat -Agong

KUALA LUMPUR – Yang di-Pertuan Agong, Tunku Mizan Zainal Abidin hari ini menitahkan para pemimpin agar mencontohi Perdana Menteri dengan turun padang untuk mendampingi rakyat bagi memahami masalah dengan lebih dekat.

Seri Paduka bertitah demikian ketika merasmikan sidang Penggal Ketiga Parlimen ke-12 di Dewan Rakyat hari ini. Turut berangkat Raja Permaisuri Agong, Tuanku Nur Zahirah.

Ini merupakan kali pertama Tuanku Mizan menyampaikan titah perasmian sejak Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak memegang tampuk pemerintahan negara. – Utusan
                                                                                                                     (Source from Kosmo Online)

Love Orang Utan

Am i handsome??? huhu

I also got new hair style

Do you know this animals?

Do you know what happen to them now?

Do you know what they need?

Do you know how many of them still survive  ?

This animals died in hand of man .

My Sharing

      Last night i cried after talk with mum . My tears suddenly drop from my eyes ....i felt weak and ......This feeling seldom happens ...but .......I sad for my mum and my two young brother . Both of them totally change . Especially seng ...i felt like he is stranger to me and my family .. I missed our childhood  , i mizz them very much ...i leave them since Dec 2005 .almost five years .. I don't know what happen to them this few years .... This five years i just visited them 3 times ....can you imagine???

      Eg guan also changed since he work with dad , i don't know what happen to him , maybe he stress or what ...or maybe the kuli influence him ......mum told me Eg Guan said he don't want see my mum and don't want come back to this home dy ......is really hurt me ....how come he can said like this to my mum ...i think my mum will the most hurt person ...because her son told like this  to her ......

      I also felt pity for Eg Guan because Jonathan always bullied him and ask money from him .Sometime he will beat Eg guan , why i have such this brother ??? why he is evil ??? he acted like evil animals ...he abused aina . Their adopt daughter .....sakinah is the most evil women ...if my brother not married or don't know her . Maybe he will not behave like this .

Eg Guan & Jonathan

      Jonathan is not really bad but my dad bad , he give a bad impression to his kids . Why  i have dad ....why why why ???? but i cant choose who is my dad lol . This given by GOD  , maybe a test from GOD .


       GOD please guide both of them and please forgive them .After talked with my mum i cried and hug my bible , and asked GOD help .

     Well after one hour i call back my mum , coz she still in farm, no more bus and she felt tired to walk   , she just rest at my grandfather's old house .  mum said she want over night here ........what ......how come she can over night there . The house is empty and very dirty  , nobody leave there since  my grandfather leaving . I cant imagine .....she dont have anything to eat , and i not sure  she still have enough water to drink or not , i felt sorry to mum .I can't help she anything ,  mmmmmm .... when i called back she  , she not answer , i called many times but she still not answer , finally she answer , she sound happy ,  she said EG guan pick her , I' felt happy and thanks GOD , Thanks very much GOD , GOD heard my pray . I love you GOD .
I just  believe in you .

Cover your bowl

Why the toilet has cover??? An expert said , when it flushed , the air pushed up from the bowl together with the  germs and bacteria .

Do you know that the germs and bacteria could reach 6 meters high and hang around  in the rest room for few hours.

Can you imagine your towel , soap , teeth brush  and etc in the toilet ????

So is better to cover the bowl when you want to flush .

Love For Enemies

    

   I think everyone of you have been hate someone or by some, yeah no body is prefect , Only GOD is prefect , we're sinners .Hate is satan and hate lead and guide us to hell , do you want go to hell or reunion with our father almighty .of course everyone want go to heaven and reunion with Our Father . But did you pass the test given ????I think none of us . maybe only a few ..10 in million  and maybe less than the amount .

      God teaches us to love everyone included our enemies , maybe our enemies hurt or betrayed us before .To forgive is easy and to forget is hard .They are scars in our heart .some scars can not be seen and some can be seen . My experiences is   hate my young step sister  , her mum is no3 ....when i was child , my eldest step sister very care and love she . they always bullied me . They have nice and pretty dress and nice cloth , but me ........nobody care me ...mum also not really care me . mum care my younger brother and dad very hate me .That time i very very hate them.....and treat them as my enemies . i think only me in this world  but some of my teacher love and care me . A few of my teacher always help me in my studies ...but haiz .....i still fail .....hehehe ...maybe that time i still playful and dont care about mt studies .

       Well , time flies very fast .....i'm 21 years old dy , my mum and dad getting old . Other siblings also growth dy and some of them have their own family . I 'm  not little girl anymore now i'm adult  .GOD give me brain to think wisely and my thinking half matured  because i had ate a lot salt this few years .

       I not hate my family anymore . I love and care them .

GOD said :
Love your enemies,do good to those hate you,bless those who curse you , pray for those who mistreat you.If someone strikes you on one cheek ,turn to him the other also.
If you love those who love you , what credit is that to you? Even "sinners" love those who love them, and if you do good to those who good to you, what credit is that to you ? Even sinners do that. And if lend to those from whom you expect repayment, what credit is that to you? Even "sinners lend to sinners" ,expecting to be repaid in full. But love your enemies, do good to them , without expecting to get anything back.Then your reward will be great, and you will be sons/ daughters of Most High, because he is kind to the ungreatful and wicked . Be merciful, just as your father is merciful.

                                                                                                                          Luke 6 :27-36

Wise man and Stupid man

Pakar psikologi evolusi Kajian Ekonomi dan Sains Politik London, Dr Satoshi Kanazawa berkata, semakin cerdik seseorang lelaki itu, semakin kurang kemungkinan dia menduakan pasangannya. Taken from Daily Mail: men that cheat on their wife or women most probably has low IQ.


Saintis ini berkata, tanggapan biasa, lelaki selalunya cenderung untuk menjalin hubungan dengan beberapa wanita, berdasarkan evolusi sejarah. Namun, lelaki cerdik biasanya akan mengamalkan sesuatu yang bercanggah dengan tanggapan itu. Bermakna, mereka tidak akan membiarkan diri mereka berada dalam kumpulan tanggapan biasa mengenai lelaki itu. Mereka tak suka menjadi curang sebaliknya setia pada satu.

Waiting for this day

      Well , now i'm waiting for this day .....today i just received new mail from press@1malaysia.com.my , now i'm thinking what i suppose to wear on that day mmmmm baju kurung or other casual  dress???? hard to make this decission ...... and my other problem is transport lol .......putrajaya is very far for me ...i don't have car lol ...poor of me :( ......... kkkk ....i must work hard and buy a car for myself lol ....so easy for me go to college and work ..... + U +U ......nothing is impossible .....only GOD can make it impossible .......

Rice + Clear soup

Photo from My Photo

      
    Today i felt hungry whole day ,i eat and cooked  , when i reached my work place ...i still eat and eat ....hehe ....dont know why ....maybe long time no eat nice food ....I'm happy with my life now  compare before when i was in uni ....cant eat whatever i want  and must save my budget ...i lived in poor  situation that time .

       when my friend at cafe , i only eat at my room  . I ate rice with eggs and sometimes i cooks soup mix with  tomato and brokoli . Sometimes i dont have mmoney to buy the vegetable and nasi lemak .....that time really poor ......poor......when i thinking back ....its such a nightmare ....but i love the friend i meet there . My hostel friend , my church members and my coursemate  ah peng . Mizz them .

      last night , when i saw my condo security ate , they remind me my poor life , i also felt sympathy for them , they ate plain rice with kuah roti canai.... ..mybe this is the way they make their stomach full. They eat without chicken , vegetable , and anything but only rice and kuah roti canai as their soup ....Suddenly i think i'm lucky now .i have place to stay , i have food to eat and have water to drink . I really appreciated it LORD ,thanks for everything . GOD is Love.
    
     We must appreciate with what we have , dont always blame GOD . Do you know there are many people in poor country  don't have enough  food and water. Thanks and appreciate with what given to You.

myMetro | Samseng cilik

myMetro Samseng cilik
What happens to this malay guy , he is only 12 years old .....fxxxk .....who teach this monkey ????how come he dare to treat this old women .....samseng cilik .....no....samseng shit .......send him to jail and let him stay there for 10 years before send him to jail ....sebat him 20 times ....he patahkan d old women leg .......sebat is no problem lol .....Must teach and give this monkey a lesson ....how come they can treat the old women (old folks )like that .I really looked down this kind people .....

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Love is Sweet

Love is like a mountain,

hard to climb,

but once you get to the top,

the view is beautiful.

-Daniel Monroe Tuttle-

Attention : Monkey is going to attack you

(This mail is forward by my friend , and i'm going to share with you all)
Robbery in Penang - New Technic

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Very fierce as economy is very bad and plenty of foreigners here.

Please inform all your lady friends.

Robbery in Penang - New Technic

She and her husband, after dinner, walking towards their car along Nagore Road, a guy came on the motorbike from the opposite direction - poke something sharp into her arm and she had to let down her hand in pain - her handbag which was slung across came falling down - and the guy just pick up the bag and went off - so easy.

She lost everything in her handbag - ic, credit card, pension card, insurance card and cash, etc. - it was horrible. She is still in a state of shock and her hand is now blue black all over...

So the latest technique is they will poke something sharp into your hand and in doing so, you will have to let your hand drop in pain and your handbag will come falling down! Just inform all your female friends and wife about this incident.

New hair cut

         Yesterday i have a hair cut ......but i think also no different lol ...i must dye my hair . i like xia xue's hair colour , very nice .

         Hair is part of women asset and also for man . so we must take care our hair and do treatment . no need go saloon , you also  can do it at your home >.<

Afternoon Tea with Prime Minister YAB Datuk Najib Razak

Handsome mature man >.<

       I just checked my yahoo mail ....wow i found a mail from someone , this make me happy ...you know who is the person ????  is from press@1Malaysia.com.my  , i had been randomly selected as the one of the lucky person who can have a afternoon tea with our prime minister ....wow ....this really make me happy .I never see him before , but he is handsome although he is old .


       This is my first time and chance to meet him ,Now i'm waiting for the time ....huhuhu ....

                                              Invitation Mail for press@1Malaysia.com

Malaysian's Taxi X Honest

         Yesterday i take a cab from my house to taman desa ,usually i paid Rm7 or Rm6.80 ......but last night , you guess how much i paid to the cibai man .............i don't have any change ...Rm50 ...i went to stupid 711
 because want change my money  and i thought want buy something, but the cibai women she said no small change , and the cibai don't want do my business , but ......the another man also Rm50 ,she take the man business lol ....FxxxK girl , perempuan gatal ......Cibai kia  I'm really pantang bias and discrimination .fxxck ...
and then the cibai taxi man  came to 711 ....aiyooo  man in black ....came lol ...he sound angry .. because i don't want give him Rm20 .Just now in the taxi i give him Rm51 because the taxi fee is Rm10.80 . I thought want give him Rm11 ...But he give me back Rm 30 ...Fuck ....hey thambi ,lu ingat lu handsome  hoho ...tengok cermin kereta lu la ....monkey ...man in black ....


          Thambi masuk 711 , he said traffic jamm dy ...stupid .. la lu ...he don't know  what traffic jammmmmmmm gua .........his black hand  kasar2  take my Rm50 in my hand .... fuck ....geli you hand dirty want touch me ........monkey cibai la lu.......He give me Rm30 , and run quickly .....i also shy if argue with man in black with four eyes in the public place ....he tak tahu malu , but i must keep my face .....he don't have education and monkey boy....but i'm not . ....I believe GOD will give him punishment soon .....Watch up man in black ........


Warning :
If you saw man in black with four eyes drive proton saga , the door buruk2 and taxi also buruk .....with ugly face ....don't or never stop the Taxi .


       sorry used rude language , because anger with me now , i'm really tired working , but the cibai senang2 want take my money .My money is for me and my studies fee not for rubbish 

The reasons indonesian hate Malaysian

         
          This is one reason why indonesian hate or don't like malaysia . After see the above photo ....i hate malaysian not all because i'm malaysian too .....as a malaysian ...i malu ...malu ...why got malaysian people like this ....act like animal ....abuse each other ( human) .....why ....you happy after abuse the maid ..the way you lepas geram  .

        The maid also human  same like us ....why they treat the man like this ....because they yong sui ?did mistake? stole ? ......if yes ...but you x hak ....beat or killed them ....you are consider penjenayah ....how they family  after you killed them ?? who going to feed their family ? you ???  Jia  sai la lu .......baik hati konon....FxxxK.....

       Have you ever think their feeling (maid) , they came  here miles away from their country and separated with their family . Is very pity for them ....some of them is really really poor and  really like kampung mui  or from village .

         Maybe sometimes got misunderstanding  or conflict  because the difference of culture and background ....we must understand . Although they are maid , we should not looked down them , because they also human . They are not toy or animals ...if animals you also can't abuse  , they  a living things created by GOD we must appreciate and respect each other. They help you and you help them .

       if you are them and being abuse  ,so what you felt ????   

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Star Awards 2010- Vote Elvin and Dai YangTian

       Hey now you can online vote  Star Awards please Click This to vote , only for Singaporean and anyone holding FIN no.

Vote Dai Yang Tian

Vote Elvin Ng (Tarzan)

     Don't i tell you is free for you to vote  ....but only singaporean ...haiz....why their system like this ...they  don't  know we malaysian like singaporean actor and actress very much ...haaha.....I like singaporean movies and drama .... 

All the best for them  >.<

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Doing Something you Don't Like

        Sometimes  we have to do something we don't like ......because the society force us  and we have to survive to living in this world ....everyone is greedy and selfish ....they will bullies you and betray you ...what you can do is only try your best and protect yourself ......If you not do something for yourself , nobody wont help you . Life is always a test from Lord .

(Photo from my photo)

        Why they do so ??? they like to do it ?? of course no .....nobody like ....but some of them lazy , force to do  so , the society or people around force them to do so ...... some of them can't do anyhthing ..... this is the only thing they can do .....some of them is lazy .....lazy ...and not do something or work  ...because they r lazy .....

              Some of them do it because of money , money is everything , when nobody can help them included their parent , they have to betray their body ....oh ...body ....every one can tried my body as long you paid ....Money control them ...they forget everything ...only money money ......as long got money .....but some of them is cheated to do so ... they not willing but .....yeah ....maybe this is faith .... Maybe for them body is not important ....once your die you will leave your body ..and only your soul with you .nevermind la give them fuxxk ....

(Photo from My photo)

       This one called "tai sei" and they are rubbish ...the most person i hate .....I comfirm they will go to hell .....no forgive for them ......No money , then rape  lol .....fxxxk ....better cut your weaopon .....