Suicide

        Suicide is the key to solve human problem .Maybe yes and maybe no . All depends on human . Some human thought once they have suicide ....no more worry or burden . Is it true ? when i was 8 to 11 years old . I always want to suicide .Because i not happy at there . A lot conflict , jealous, fight and etc around me . I'm only a little girl but i have to face such situation . This really destroy my life and is my nightmare . Why ?well ....everything is past and now i have to face my new life ....this life is hard to go but i have to go ....i still have a lot work to do ....i can't leave my task now ....I have family and friend who care and love me .

    Life sometimes made us stress and tension .Everyone have their own problem and tension ...but depends on how ur face and solve it. 

     Yesterday i read newspapers and learn that Park yong ha the winter sonata actor had commit suicide . I felt sad and i felt something lose in my life...very hard to describe the feeling . I felt want cry T_T .....Why he commit to suicide ? what force me to so ? some source said because of his busy life ...his stress and tension ....somemore his dad had stomach cancer...maybe he is busy with his work and worried about his dad ,and no time to accompany his father ...no spaces for him ...May he rest in peace . GOD bless him .

 

      

        Last night something bad thing happens to me ....but i prefer not to said  here ........ I really tired ..... Suicide is selfish and it hurt people around us. Pray  and talk with GOD ....through heart to heart . maybe some of you think this kinda stupid.  But sometimes we need to share with someone or just share with GOD.

mY LIFE

     i THOUGHT I HAVE found my false life ...................well ...everything is dr3eam .. my false life hurt me ....i thought i can live in false .....but not ............all is dream ....dream never come true at all . why not you ?Maybe GOD want save me from this false life . when i can find my true life ...................I really need it .