Tired ..... n my mind also tired ....A lot things to do n think ....This is life . sometime busy is better than none ...but not too busy pls ...
Last night my U close friend told me about our friend . Her dad past away because of cancer . I felt sorry to heard it . she knew about her dad condition last Dec. She plan to delay her study and take care her dad. But everything change .... Her dad ...... I don't know what her plan right now. I just hope she is fine and strong right now. She is smart , friendly , smooth ,and quiet girl . This is really sad .Everyone have to accept this. Yea ...everyone will leave this world one day but don't know when . what we can is live happily and with purpose of life. Live is live and taste & experience the life. Appreciate each others ,especially people around us . Love them and tell them how much you love them .
Dad i love you , but you not really love me . why ???
Only mum the best , she love me and I love her too .She is very important in my life.
will i cry if you leave me ??
Definitely yes ...i'm silly and weak ,
even u not love and care me ,
But you are my DAD .
No you , No Yana .....
Sometime , we may not happy with what happens in our life . The test given by GOD and etc . But.....what can i do , i have live ...and live it ....If i give up ...I lost .when you feel lose you are close to success ... after pass you will feel free .......................
My Brother is cute and funny .yesterday he sent msg to me . Asked me to help him pay his broadband bill . He said will bank in Rm200 for me ....Lol ...told him not much .. the bill is only Rm96 why bank in so much . He said extra is for me ...."If you don't have money ,tell me " . I really felt touched and my tears drop suddenly from my eyes . I hug my BIBLE and feel want cry. My Brother so good to me . I taught he still childhood and innocent . But i am wrong . He is growth .....I hope he know to plan his own life ...not playing with internet games .....I feel better to leave ,if GOD want my life , But i must settle everything . I don't want live in debt or owe anyone .
when i was a little girl ....innocent , clean and pure ....I used to dream GOD , live with him and seen others ....I don't know who .But i think maybe they are good people . But times past and flies ...I growth day by day and year by year past . I never dream the same things again . I did a lot sins in GOD eyes...but mm .. i think i am not really bad compared to others people . They are really bad and bad .How come got such human in this world . Yeah lucky and Thanks GOD still guide me and give me chance.
This world is cruel and polluted . Good and Bad is around and mix . You may lost if you not strong .sometimes i lost and did mistake ....I really did .I am not perfect . am normal human too..
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