Thief

      Sad , sedih ,.......sadis ......:(

     Yesterday....saturday came back home and  the night wanna go out .... looking for wallet , because my wallet contain $$$$..... Morning wallet still there when i took my atm card ... But the night .... can't find ....  Yesterday went to class until 5pm ...... whole day not at Home ....So what will happens .....  The wallet  ran itself???? Oof  Course nope ...... Maybe she or her family . Last week her family came here because holiday ....Nobody at home ...only them .....

     I just received my cash payment from my last month freelance job on thursday night  ...i taught want bank in on monday, because will go to town ..... so leave my wallet and the money in room....who want to carry so much cash ... .... just bring Rm 50 ++ , ic , and bankcard ...... But now i have to forgot it ....OMG ... my hard earn $$$$ gone like that .... I am stupid ...i know they are thief but i still ignore .... leave the money at home  with the thief ... why i am careless ...stupid ...... stupid .....last time the thief steal  my sport shoes and the foreign shoes .... but now started steal $$$$$ .... I really cant believe ... why this happens to me .... I am sad ... can't cry .... but sad sad ....sedih .... sadih ...伤心 .... O MG .... My hard earn money gone like that ..

    I just simply pretend nothing happens .... just kept quiet ......GOD pls tell me , why this happens to me ... why i stay with a thief .... she is working at pub.... an educate lady and terrible background..... why those like to steal ???? GOD please tell me when you want punish those people ... 

     They force me go to hell and hurt myself .... this is not my fault GOD ... If you want i die early ... I will die .... whn i happy .... you want give me test ...every day test and test ....I came to this world alone ..... I will die alone .... No family members ....no friends ... and only me .... So what i care  care them ..... my useless brothers.... they are really useless .... they get easy money but not appreciate .... sucking the drug shit ..... become the kuli slave .... stupid ... idiot ....... Now is my turn ....  but i take drug ... i am stupid .... careless , not love myself .... betray myself ...and etc .... But if you want take my life ...take it ... But i don't want die in pain ....

       Mum ...... women ...... They are unlucky ...some of them very very damn lucky ....some of them  poor and die in poor too ... Their life not fair ....  why this happen to women ... Today i saw a tv news ... about the housewife . Her useless husband  having affairs with China doll ....This housewives gave birth 3 children for him .. the smallest is one years old plus.... Ic before the baby gave birth .... they still intimated .... but nw the husband mind his wife condition .... mmmm... maybe the wife not attractive .... not good in bed and etc... who know......???? Honestly ... china doll is really hebat.... live hebat and in bed  ...some of my man friend said  hebat too... the china doll knew to attract and catched the man heart ...You give me $$$ .give you fun .... Now not only chinese man involve with the china doll ... but malay and indian also involve ...and having affairs with the  china doll ....Before they have language gap ... but now .... everything  kao tim ....some china doll can speak a bit broken eng ...and  plus their  hand @ body language .... so ... no problem ....

   
      Lady , sometimes  you have to be a good player .... You play ... I play .... why Not ..