Brother

My young and his few monkey friends was catched by police last week , when they enjoy the syabu ....i don't know what happens. He is stupid .... and also consider monkey ...when you join satan a lot ...you will become satan .... my young brother was influence by the satan .... when he was 12 years old he start smoked ... During this ages teenager is curious and they want try everything ... easy influence by peer ... parents ... IF the friends , peer , parents and family are satan ....they will become satan too ....This biggest mistake my dad made his move to that place ..The neighbours ... also consider my friend is drug addict ... his cousin is drug addict ... .Influence the neighbour and my both brother .... Should i hate them .  Now my friends passed away already . He is nice and good guy too. Respect and helpful  .He respect his parents and old folks. When he saw my mum  or his frien's parents . He will greet. I can't believe his life end like that . He suicide  ...hung himself on the fan (my english is poor lol) ... I am sad too when i know his news...I Cried and can't believe ...we go to afternoon school together with his friends. He always sing during the nigh . Now when i go back home . I can't hear he singing ... I really miss everyone . I miss both my brother cute faces when they was chidren . I really really miss them . My aunt also passed away . She always came to my birthday party . Gave me birthday gift . 


    I felt weak this few days. Few friend said i lose weight and my face looks pale .. Yeah i am pale ....i ate but  my stomach still pain ... no mood  and make me weak . I did few mistake this few days. I still believe my dad will help young brother , even he said he don't help .... but today is last day ...and tuesday is court meeting for my young brother .Mum called dad and asked for help . Dad can help , but he don't want to help . I am sad ....why he is cruel ... why why why .... you destroy your children life now you don't wnat help him . What The Fuck MR KOH .............. I am angry .... when my brother like and interested to study .... he never and ever support him ...my brother have eyes sight problem .. he need glasses ... but my dad not buy for him ... he have money and afford .... he enjoy fucking with other women ..... what the fuck ... i am sorry ... i can't help brother buy glasses because i still study and not much income  that time... mum also no income , she just started her plantation .she invest all her money for the plantation.


      When the children did mistake ... the parents  is the one did the mistake ...My dad really did a biggest mistake. he is not fair treat his children . I still remember how he treat me and my mum . I am trying to forget but he make me to remember  all the past ....My life is different than my other friends. But maybe GOD bless me . That why i still strong ...but sometimes i am weak .


    Mum met brother this afternoon . Brother sick and flu . Mum said brother want cry ... he is still baby boy for mum and me .although he is 18 years old. because he is the youngest in the family.He beg  mum to pay bail tomorrow so he release . I hope so . I hope everything will be okay . GOD please give him chance .


Just checked my daily horoscope . woow ..this is amazing lol.. really true and real ... i felt burden .....last month my money stole by the house thief , no freedom and lost some income ....this month another things happen my young brother ... ........I am tired ....now have to collect money for his bail and next bail ..........i earn money but i not the one spend the money ...before i can use branded  make up and perfume but now just buy the normal one..... somemore no shopping ...... why i cannot spend and use my own money ????? 


Your circle of friends seems to be looking after you especially well today. Everyone is extraordinarily considerate and understanding and you are pleased not only to make contact but to meet with as many friends as you possibly can. Take care that you don't overload your diary and things don't get out of hand. Similarly at work you will get lots of recognition and praise, linked with new and interesting prospects for the future. Likewise you should also take care not burden yourself too much.


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GOD please give me , mum , sister in law , sister  and brother   miracle . MIRACLE . i knew he is wrong  . But  we are  wrong too .. the most wrong is parents . Not educate and care him when he was child ... just let him be.....