No Flood Pls

          Now some of Johor  flood  hit  :(...too bad Chinese new year is around the Corner. I have a lot friend came from johor.There'r my close friend when i study  in UUM . One of my very close ever friend Siew Xian .yeah ...is she ...my worried about her . This morning I sms her and asked about her situation . she told me now still raining and  water flood .Cant celebrate CNY liao .... I felt sad when read her msg . This is really bad and sad. I can felt her feeling . Don't know why?. maybe she used to be my close friend before . so i can felt what she felt right now.I cant help anything . I'm not rich ...now myself also need $$$$$.... cannot help her :( .... Hope the Govrnment will alert about this and care the flood victim. since Yesterday BN aka Government won the election . Please help and care the flood victims.


                                                     They are part of my  TEEN's story

               During orientation , we just started know each others. Siew xian is my close friend that time.

     This really bad . Hope the flood and rain will stop  and let them celebrate chinese new year . CNY is once a year . Every chinese community waiting for this celebration.They are happy  .......the kids and teen is expect for big Ang Pow ^ ^ . The folks wish to see their children who work abroad  or study overseas .

      Please i hope everything will be fine . Don't know what happens to the war now. Flood , war , ..... is it the time is close?

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                                           Not much but at least can help me pay  a bit of my bills ^ ^

"I cry"

     I Cry,

I can't sleep ,

Coz thinking of You ,

Nobody hear I cry,

My heart  want cry ,

It's hurt ,

Cry because you want cry ,

Cry because you need to cry ,

Nothing wrong when you cry ,

Cry doen't mean you weak ,

Cry doen't mean you lose ,

Cry because you happy,

Cry because you sad,

Why you make me cry ?

why you come to my life?

Being together is better than nothing?

Is it ?

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          "No man is worth your tears ,but once you find one that is he , he won't make you cry"

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You must be strong now,

You must never give up,

When people make you cry,

You are afraid of the dark ,

Don't  forget the light is always there.

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I'm going to smile and make you think I'm HAPPY

I'm going to laugh ,

So you don't see me CRY,

I'm going to let you go in style  and event if it KILL me,

I'm going to :) 

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                              They just sent me the email . Is true . maybe you can try ^ ^

Horny wife

         I thinked most of the man like when they women get wild and horny on the bed  ^ ^ . But this situation is different . The husband scared of his  horny wife . MMM .... How come ... ?? The man can't make it or the women too active ? 

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BERLIN: Bored and often asked her pandering, a man desperate for help to the police to protect them from the women involved, security officials said yesterday.

A police spokesman said the male descendants of Turks - but resident in Germany - it went to a police station in southwestern Germany on Tuesday to complain of the problem.

Spokesman said, the men were tired of having to sleep on the couch of their home four years ago to avoid his wife.

"It's all because of the wife who always claim to have sex," he said.

The result of their marriage from 18 years ago, the couple was blessed with two children.

Said a police spokesman, the man wants to divorce and suicide out of his house in hopes of more peaceful life.

Men involved in asking the police to protect him because he needed while sleeping enough," he said. - AFP

      wooow , This man still asked the police to protect him  @ ..@  is it necessary for you to ask help from the officer ??? mmmm .... 

     Sex is beautiful when you do with right person ,

     Right timing ,

     Without force  each  others,

Happens because both of them need IT,

      Some of them betray their partner  , they and fuck with anothers .One hole is not enough for them .They get bored ...... Lady will said .....his man can't feed her very well . she have to hunt for the right .....


     Do You love her / Him ?   YES . But I need it .
     Do You mind She/Him do the same ? No , As long She/Him not love the fellow




    I don't know what is relationship all about . I seen a  lot couples  break , divorce ,one night stand , triangle love and etc . I lost trust and confidence in relationship .What is relationship about . About Love ?care? like ? Fun? Sex? Money ???? ..... This is hard question for me . 


     When they want get you , all shit sweet  sentence and promises out from his mouth .Once they get you .....bye bye ....Easy come ,easy gone  ..... So girls please love yourself and protect yourself. Be Happy and be a good player . Don't let any bastard play you .,

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    There are no real man in this world ,
    They weared the mask to cover their real face ,
    They pretend to be a prince charming infact they are not,
    If you are lucky and blessed you will find ,
    I havent find my man ,
    My world no real man , 
    They are just man who flirting around.




   


    

Doing Somethings You Don't Like

Sometimes we did something we don't like or out of our control ,

why why why ?

who fault ?

Your fault ? their fault ?

 GOD  are you playing me or test me ?

Ohhhh..... no Sorry .....

Once i give yup ,

Mean i lose

Why they want take my happiness ,

Why they want made me like this ,

Because of themself  ,

Only you have feeling?

Only you have to survive ?

Only  You ?

                                                                  BORN with Blessed

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         They are born with blessed . They get what they want ...wealthy , good life , famous , good education . and etc .....But maybe ...they also have their own dilemma ...yeah ... who know??? But they are more and much lucky and blessed ....

My Angels

      Who is your angels ?

My angels is them ....

Who make me happy .....

Who care me ....

Who love me ....

Who support me ....

Who help me ......

                                      They made me touched and cry because of their kindness,

                                       They teached me what is love , life, caring ....

                                          When i knew there are no hope ,

                                      They shine my life with Hope ........

                                       I love Them  

Thanks for everything 

Thanks to who help me before  , 

You pic not here doesn't mean  you not important ,

I knew  who help me , care me  , love me ...etc ...

You caring and love made me felt  lucky and blessed .

                                             Of coz Mummy , She is my soul and angel

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                                         Nadia weared tudung  aka my dear coursemate and hostelmate

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Beauty Bald

 

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Our hearts are drunk with a beauty our eyes could never see.  ~George W. Russell

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           I've never seen a smiling face that was not beautiful.  ~Author Unknown

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                                  Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it.  ~Confucius

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I don't like standard beauty - there is no beauty without strangeness.  ~Karl Lagerfeld

            
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Forgive

         Yesterday my friend asked me , where i sleep ? I told her ,I sleep at my own place ....mmm...i almost forgot what i wrote ...My mind is full now ... Everyday my stomach full but now is my mind full ...Thinking a lot ....pls i don't want looks old because of thinking too much . Some of my friend bald and colour their hair because their hair all layu , sick ...... ( white colour ) . They told me they thinked a lot , that why their hair sick :) . mmm ... myself also have a bit white hair :( . But is hidden :) . My mood is good right now .Thanks GOd .

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     Why ? Because i forgive them already . But i still have to be careful .Some my  friend  especially mimi  will said i stupid  ,how come i can forgive her . she is very rude and treat you badly .How come i can easily forgive her . Since mimi see in her real eyes how bad the lady are .She is fierce and mad that day .But i still can behave cool and solve it . Some of my friend said i'm cool and patience ...but they don't know ...sometimes hurt me ....Finally we quit from the house . Both of us rush to kl central . Mimi want go to Lcct . She is going back  . Mimi keep talking and complain .She is angry than me  ... She asked me to move out from there . Don't stay with the lady .  well .... Mimi ...everything you have to plan properly . Don't simply decide . 

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     I knew she is very and over bad ever i met in my life so far. She is out of control .Her lips very dark n her face is pale ...why ? because of drug or menopause? mm ..not menopause ...she still 30 ++ .... She lost a lot weight ... ...yeah ....maybe .....Drugs is evil and destroy  someone .You brain cells destroy and  harm you .Out of control , an d become useless ... society rubbish .


     The next day she argue with her husband . They have a big fight...The husband out of control .Normally he is steady and cool ...But ....yeah ..the lady ....I don't know what happens to her . She like to make trouble . Both of them beat each others . Seem like serious ....i don;t want to get involve ....but no choice ...I don't want any of them gameover . I still angry at her but in same time i also pity of her .She don't know to love herself . She never plan for her future. She is uneducate women . The way she talk and behave . I felt my heart is open to forgive her but not at all . At least now we can talk to each others.  Forgive is easy and Forget is hard .. Yeah sometime very hard to forget the way she treated me before .  But as a human everyone will did a mistake . I remembered one of my lecturer told us. As a human , we will did mistake . So learn to forgive and your heart will feel free  and happy . Don't keep the angry and jeolous in your heart . yeah . i agreed with him . I felt free and happy right now . Forgive is better than hate.